what the hell was I thinking when I decided to start a blog under my own name? well I was thinking that I could express the way I really feel about very important things that are affecting my life.
pretty f****** stupid. I can’t do that here, because the things that screw me up and make me miserable and make me want to vent and spew…?
if I shared all that s*** here I’d make all the people I care about feel like s***, and then I’d be even more f***** up.